Don't you just hate it when the rest of the world is going on around you while you feel like you're stuck moving in slow motion in places you just don't want to be?
I hate where I am right now. I have no boyfriend. I hate my job. My car needs to be fixed. I never have any money. Without a boyfriend, marriage and babies seem to be a long way in the future and at 27 that's a scary thought. Everyone around me is moving ahead. Fantastic 'careers', new houses that come along with hefty mortgages, gorgeous husbands, beautiful bouncing babies, groups of girlfriends that are always there and incredibly supportive.
Sometimes I wonder where I made my wrong decision? Which boy was it? Which dollar shouldn't I have spent? Someone tell me and give me a time machine so I can go back and unmake that bad decision or at the very least someone grant me a wish and turn something around. I hate being stuck in misery.
I'm a fun girl. I like to be happy. This misery business is just not going to cut it.
Like that old saying. Somethings gotta give.
And for the record I feel ripped off. I had 3100 page views and now I have one. See? Misery.